People come and go..

Some people come into our lives and quickly go,

Some move our soul to dance, they awaken us to a new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom, They stay in our lives for awhile, leave foorprints on our heart, and we are never be the same.

p/s: I cried until my eyes were half swollen.

Tired, fever & flue

I was so tired this past weekend. I would take a nap, get up, then want to just go right back to sleep since get back from Indon last week.

We have all been fighting a cold. We are all sniffly sneezy, so maybe that's it. Maybe it's readjusting to the new blend of climate change. Maybe it's the stress of the past few weeks catching up. Who knows.

Lately, I woke up every morning with a horrible headache and my body feel very weak. I went to clinic (twice) and still my body still feelin tired.

I am miserable, but it's miserable in the worst way because I'm totally not sick enough to stay home and be miserable in private. I have to go to work and be miserable there. I am quite cranky about this whole thing!!

Quote of the day

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday".   Noelle, Age 7 (participant in a survey of 4-8 year olds asked to define love)

Thesis submission - Final complete draft

I’ve spent the past two weeks finishing and fixing minor issues:

1. getting accurate page #s on the Appendices
2. putting the Figures and Tables together
3. trying to figure out why Word (2003) adds a blank second page when I switch page length after the first page (the first page of each chapter has a top margin of 1.58″ but the rest of the pages have a top margin of 0.98″).
4. update the Table of Contents
5. correcting the grammatical error. My thesis has been checked by one of the english expert and it cost me around 300 bucks. All the results and discussion have been changed from present tense to past tense.

Today at 11.55 a.m., i already submitted my final draft thesis to College of Graduate Studies. Now, i'm worry about my Viva which may be schedule in April or May. Wish me luck..

Do people love me?

One of my friend, invited me to do 'Do People Love You?' quiz. And the result was:

Naturally Loveable..
You are sweet, sensitive, kind and caring.. You're nice to everyone.. Well you try to be! lol.. But if someone messes with you or your friends you kick the shit outta them!! MUAHAHA!! That's probably why people love u!! Ur just so damn independant!

I dont know whether this is true or not but the bold one.. YES.

Acknowledgements

Already finish up my thesis write-up + compiling all chapters on 4th Feb 2009, 4.00 pm to be exact. A special thanks to my parents for all their encouragement and full support. Not to forget to all my siblings, especially to my big brother, Izham for his kind help when I'm in trouble. To Farhan, thank you for the early wake up calls, all the way from Sunderland. Those comfort words really boost me to finish it as fast as I can. To all my love-lings, Yanie, Sarah, Arbi, Lin, Pinky, Ayu... a big thank you for being wonderful friends. To Dida, thank you for the room.

From the dept, a big thank you to my supervisor, Dr. Lariyah for the invaluable moral support. Not to forget, my collegue and former lecturer, Mr. Sivadass for helping me a lot. Really, only GOD can repay u. Dr. Lee, thank for your moral support

And for the pre-celebration, thank you Msvlad for the recommendations. Haha.. can't imagine if I colored it Green or Blue. (should be nice ait Yanie? But "shira" and Kak Hana x kasi) LOL...here's my new hair colour craze. (It is pink but turn out to be red-orangey)

And Sarah, thank you for your company.

p/s:

-please ignore the date.

-Sarah pergi mana2 mesti ade org ngorat. :D

Insecurity's a bitch

Do you ever have those days where you feel like you can't do or say anything right? And there's no explaining it - you haven't royally screwed anything up or anything like that. You just feel insecure. blah. That's me, that's my day. I think I'll hybernate now.

But whatever it is,

" I'm tough, ambitions, and I know exactly what i want. If that makes me a bitch, OKAY!"
-madonna-

(ok.. shut up!!)